whyyy
when things in my life suck i just want to eat . im not even hungry . i just want to eat everything …
i guess this wont be a very specific blog, i will call it my daily life . ill keep you updated on my love life, how i feel about my body, and the things i like .
yeahh bitches
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(via thepretty12)
Give it up for Angel & Jackie! They did it again!
So I read through all your feedback on having a prom giveaway & I decided to do this giveaway :)
So here are the rules:
- Must be following me & my sister because we are paying for the shipping so it’s the least you can do :o) If you aren’t following both of us, you are disqualified.
- You can reblog & like this post
- Absolutely NO giveaway blogs. You will disqualified. You may NOT reblog all crazy. This clogs up my dash so please reblog here & there & not all at one time.
- You will receive everything here. If you don’t want a certain dress, then you may tell me if you win.
- Keep all ask boxes open. Don’t cry to my ask box saying you want them because I am not going them to you.
- International shipping & this giveaway ends…hmm… May 12. That gives FedEx or whoever the hell I feel like delivering my package at least a week to ship.
- Must reach our goal or +1,500 notes
If there are questions, contact either of us! We are always open. Good luck & may the odds be ever in your favor!
(via why-so-fat)
when things in my life suck i just want to eat . im not even hungry . i just want to eat everything …
I am a female.
I have some scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have a tattoo.
I want a tattoo.
I am self-conscious about my body.
I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
I have freckles.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want to have kids someday.
I’m in school.
I have a job.
I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
I always do/did my homework.
I’ve stolen something from my job.
I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.
I’ve peed from laughing.
I’ve snorted while laughing.
I’ve cried from laughing so hard.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I was born with a disease/impairment.
I’ve broken a bone.
I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
I’ve been to a casino.
I’ve been skydiving.
I’ve gone skinny dipping.
I’ve played spin the bottle.
I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
I’ve crashed a car.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a play.
I’ve met someone in person from Facebook, tumblr and/or twitter.
I’ve played a prank on someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.
I’ve eaten sushi.
I’ve been snowboarding.
I’ve been dumped more than the dumper.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment.
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
I have kissed a stranger.
I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve snuck out of my house.
I have lied to my parents about where I am.
I am keeping a secret from the world.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve run a red light.
I’ve been suspended from school.
I’ve witnessed a crime.
I’ve been in a fist fight.( close to one)
I’ve been arrested.
I’ve passed out from drinking.
I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
I have passed out not from drinking.
I’ve smoked.
I’ve smoked weed.
I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
I’ve eaten mushrooms.
I’ve popped E.
I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
I’ve done hard drugs.
I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
I can take 3 pills at a time no problem.
I have been diagnosed with depression.
I’ve taken an anti-depressant.
I have been anorexic or bulimic.
I’ve gone an entire day without needing to go pee.
(via defying-the-stereotype)
im a dime a dozen kind of girl . there are a thousand girls out there with my style, a thousand others with my personality, another thousand girls who i look like . ive learned theres not much to me to most people . ive been told im ignorant in some sort of way a thousand times this past week, all my life ive been the kid who got picked on, and i always ask why, and its because im easy . idk what i do to be picked on but it pisses me off . idk what im really writing about, i kinda just want a hug …
i told my parents i was thinking of the military . my dad suggested the air force supportively . my mom told me they wont take me because im a cutter and i see a psychiatrist . ive cut once in the past 3 years, and i have seen my psychiatrist in almost a year … still no idea how to bring up the subject again …

this is literally my heart, he sents my veins on fire with emotions . my stomach flops when he looks at me, i fight the giddy school girl smiles as were always in company, but i think ive learned how beautiful butterflies really are, i learned how true the saying “distance makes the heart grow fonder” really is . i cant help but want to jump on him and get a hug .. its so rare because we fight so many of our feelings .. but his embrace is all i crave right now . its his birthday in a hour .. im not sure what to do for it .. but i hope somehow i can make this his best birthday , i hope he realizes how happy he is with me, and will just let me in already .. i hope so many things with him .. *le sigh*